I constantly have this picture

In my mind

Of who I truly want to be

Really deep

Inside cuz I

Don’t want that shirt

Or those khaki-tan pants

I just want the clothes

That fit me best

Of who I am



and maybe that boy inside…

is a little more feminine

then you think But

Who cares

What you think



what i find in u

All the loud

Sounds around me

Are silenced as I

Think of you

The void in my mind

Enveloping me with

Warm memories

Decorated with your smile

And resonated with your laugh

All my mind through

But no flower

Blooming in my mind

Can replicate the petals

That in reality I find

In you